So long as I live…

I think my blog is the only place who can listen to all my feelings. It is so painful. I felt really painful today. The silence is really killing me. I don’t know what to do. I am in complete lost. The rain seems to be crying for me whenever I felt my heart is crying. What am I to do? I really tried so hard, I held on so hard, but I get a cold respond. Why is this happening? Mending seems not to be working at all. I did everything I could do, what else can I do? Now I understand

…my words are poison.

tata…