So long as I live…

I think my blog is the only place who can listen to all my feelings. It is so painful. I felt really painful today. The silence is really killing me. I don’t know what to do. I am in complete lost. The rain seems to be crying for me whenever I felt my heart is crying. What am I to do? I really tried so hard, I held on so hard, but I get a cold respond. Why is this happening? Mending seems not to be working at all. I did everything I could do, what else can I do? Now I understand

…my words are poison.

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Camera Phone or Phone Camera

Now this is what I call a camera with phone feature. Long ago when phones start to have camera feature, I discussed with a friend that it would be good if camera could integrate phone feature. And now, this is a truly camera phone.



But too expensive already this camera phone. Think have to wait a longer while for more models to be out and it would be a good buy. Can give up on DSLR already.

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New Year Resolution I

2007 is approaching soon in just 5 days time. I had made some New Year Resolution for myself.

Today’s network screwed up due to the Taiwan’s earthquake. I wonder how long it will take for them to restore the network, especially those underwater damaged cables. Natural disaster, it’s the man made structures which kills the human and not the earthquake. So sad.

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Bad day but hope it gets better

Today is Christmas Eve. I had quite a bad day today. Woke up in the morning with bad headache. The video I copied from my HDD recorder to DVD could not be converted. The “zhi cha” forgot all about my table’s salted fish fried rice. I felt so sleepy. But never mind! Tomorrow is Christmas day!!

Also, I just realized Cash Converter is a “blood lecher”. If you sell your music CDs to them, you can only get a very very small pathetic amount of cash back. Chinese songs range from 20cents to 50cents and English songs range from 50cents to 1 dollar each. Pathetic!! That will be the last place I will ever sell my things to.

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Merry Christmas!!

Yesterday, a bunch of us celebrated Christmas at Anthony’s house. We had loads of great fun!! It was some light cooking from the girls and we guys were outside slacking :P We ordered 3+3 pizzas but could only finish about 3 pans. Gosh, we saved it for breakfast the next day.

There was games. Xinying brought Johnny Walker and we mixed them into the coke and 7-up. I drank a small cup, and my whole face and body turned red like lobster. I was like fuming and got a bit excited throughout the game. It was fun. Hell loads of fun.

Then later after midnight was opening presents time. All of us exchanged gifts and everyone were so enthusiastic. I love all my presents.

Mid-night movie was the next event. SAW III and Happy Feet. By then, my head hurts a lot. Got a bad headache. I couldn’t sleep well that night. Really pain. Time for me to rest for the day.





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Harry Potter!!

Yeah!! Yesterday morning, J.K. Rowling gave all Harry Potter fans an early Christmas present. Harry Potter book 7’s title!! It is called, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Yeah!! The wait for the title had finally come!! Can’t wait for the print of book 7 and movie of book 5 next year!!

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Some Photos

It had being long since I last updated photos here. Show ya some photos I took on the 10th this month at Singapore Botanic Gardens.











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Changing my mobilephone

My O2 is dying. I think… I am looking into 2 other phones which are non Windows OS. The Sony Ericsson M600i and Nokia E61. Still unsure which to get!



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Back

It had being quite a while since I last updated my blog. It had being a long week and so many things had happened. Yesterday, I almost hit the side of the wall along a drain while making a u-turn. I almost hit a lorry without noticing it wanting to turn left in front of me. I horned at a taxi driver who wanted to cut unto my lane and was so close to me. I drove 120-130km/h along the highway.

I am so tired. Very tired.

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Happy 2nd yr Birthday!

Today is my Blog’s Birthday! 2nd year already. Time flies so fast. My first post dated back on 11 December 2004 when I was still in Army. Happy Brithday!

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My New Notebook!

At last, I received my new Dell Precision Notebook on Friday 08 December 2006! Enjoy the beauty of it :P



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Nightmare

Lately, I had 2 different dreams but similar intentions. I woke up this morning with lots of questions in my head. It was 2 dreams which I am not sure if it speaks out what my heart desires or what I do not wish to happen. The dream brought sadness to me. It brought worries to me. It brought confusion to me. I am so afraid that one day, it might happen to me one day.

I always tell myself, bad dreams are always the opposite. But it felt so real, so true. I could not even overcome the terror I had in my dream. The opponent I am facing was too strong.

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Some Funny Names

I was chatting with dearnantiya this afternoon and was asking her what does Aonang’s Ao means, she said it’s bay. So, I was curious when Phi Phi Island is also called Koh Phi Phi, wonder if Koh means island, and it is. Yoke Chye Island. Playing around with my name, I asked her more.

Does Yoke and Chye means anything in Thai? Yes, Yoke = Jade, Chye = Victory. Rearranging my name for a better word formation structure, it will be Victorious Jade Island, or Island of Victorious Jade. Looks like I got so many kinds of names. Yao Cai 药材, Egg Yolk, You Cai 油菜, Yoggie Bear, Big Bird, Yokie and many more. Can you still think of any other names for me?

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New Notebook

I just bought a new notebook at SGD3459.75. Latitude laptop graphic card is only NVIDIA® Quadro NVS which is not for 3D stuffs. NVIDIA® Quadro FX is more suitable for me.

Dell Precision M65

Intel(R) Core(TM) 2 Duo Processor T7200 (2.0GHz)
Integrated Intel 945PM Express Chipset
Genuine Windows(R) XP Professional SP2 Edition
Dell Services: Hardware Maintenance 3 Years Next Business Day (8x5) Onsite Response (Parts + Labour)
Memory 2GB (2x1GB) 667MHz DDR2 SDRAM
Internal Optical Drive 8X DVD+/-RW Combo Drive (8/4/8X DVD+RW)
Primary Battery 9-Cell Li-Ion Primary Battery (1 Year Warranty)
Integrated 10/100/1000 Gigabit Ethernet Network Interface Controller
NVIDIA(R) Quadro(R) FX 350M 512MB TurboCache OpenGL PCI-E Graphics
LCD Size 15.4" Wide Aspect Ultrasharp(TM) UXGA (1920x1200) TFT Display
Bluetooth Module Dell(TM) TrueMobile(TM) 350 Bluetooth Module
Hard Drive (SATA) 80GB Serial ATA (7200RPM) Hard Drive
Adapter 90W Primary AC Adapter (110V/220V)

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Confused

Suddenly, I felt very confused. I think I got a lot of things have not done and is piling up one after another.

Booking of my air tickets to Australia, buying a laptop, booking of resort in Krabi, buying Christmas presents, and many more. Ah… I better get working fast. Priority are the air ticket and resort booking.

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SITEX

Think I am settled with Dell Latitude D820. Yesterday went to SITEX and was very disappointed with the exhibits. Looking around at the specs of laptops they offer, I think none of them offer a better price than Dell’s business entry Latitude laptop D820.

There are nothing much to see at SITEX. And offers are not as attractive as previous COMEX. Big Boy’s Toys is also a disappointment. It’s free, that’s why. The babes and F1 cars are all in the $5 entry covered up area. Well, I do not think it is worth that sort of money just to see a few cars.

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