1st year anniversary

Today is my father's first year passing anniversary. Just 3.5 hrs from now, is the time I found my father laying motionless at the kitchen entrance. Helplessly, I went to call for my sister and mother, then 911 for the ambulance. Trying very hard to resuscitate him. I know he tried to make be notice his fall that time by making some noises knocking the chairs beside him but it took me a while to react to find out what is happening in the kitchen. I regret for being too late for him.

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dreams of anguish

This morning I dreamt about introducing Esther Ng to my daddy, and declared that we will be getting married. Soon after, my daddy passed away. I woke up with despair.
Last morning, I had a dream about my daddy. We had quite a good time together, preparing to go NTUC together like the old days from our old Bukit Merah home.
Lunar new year is coming and dreams of my daddy is popping out. Is that a sign my daddy is back to visit us? I missed him alot, especially knowing that one of my close friend's father passed away just few days ago.

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